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Hi people,
It's been a while since i llast blogged. Life have been quite mixed up for me. Am in the middle of a career cross road. Those of who had met up with me will know what I am talking about. But won't know what I am going through... I am having this funny feeling that I am in a state of depression, but will someone in a depression know it himself? ANW, like the title said, just got back from Sydney, having completed a level 2 coaching course as a cycling coach. So what's next? Am waiting a reply from the Association to see if they finally get a budget to pay me as a full-time staff, working as the High Performance Director and Coach. If I do get the job, and it's a sweet dream comes true, and 2 out of 2! The first being a photographer.
Well, going to Sydney this time round was a funny thing... the sense of Deja Vü just kept getting to me the whole time. I realised the last time (and my first) to this place was exactly four years ago, and It was World Cup time as well! The only difference is that this time I am alone, and very alone I was, and I didn't liked the feeling! Well, guess Sydney is a place that will always be special in my heart, in the past, at present, and in the future. I will be back, and hopefully, not alone the next time...
It's been a while since i llast blogged. Life have been quite mixed up for me. Am in the middle of a career cross road. Those of who had met up with me will know what I am talking about. But won't know what I am going through... I am having this funny feeling that I am in a state of depression, but will someone in a depression know it himself? ANW, like the title said, just got back from Sydney, having completed a level 2 coaching course as a cycling coach. So what's next? Am waiting a reply from the Association to see if they finally get a budget to pay me as a full-time staff, working as the High Performance Director and Coach. If I do get the job, and it's a sweet dream comes true, and 2 out of 2! The first being a photographer.
Well, going to Sydney this time round was a funny thing... the sense of Deja Vü just kept getting to me the whole time. I realised the last time (and my first) to this place was exactly four years ago, and It was World Cup time as well! The only difference is that this time I am alone, and very alone I was, and I didn't liked the feeling! Well, guess Sydney is a place that will always be special in my heart, in the past, at present, and in the future. I will be back, and hopefully, not alone the next time...
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